In the back of her mind.

 I am going to leave you.
Before I am someone you leave behind.
Before I love You.
She keeps saying in the back of her mind.
I am going to break your heart
So that you cannot break mine.
I still want your heart.

Before I love you.
I am going to leave you.
Even if I am not here to stay.
I still want your heart .
So that I can break it.
Before I am someone you leave behind.
She keeps saying in the back of her mind.

Because she has been left behind
time after time she has.
Her heart has been broken.
So instead she wants to break mine.
By stealing my heart and breaking it by leaving.
before she can be left behind.
She keeps saying in the back of her mind.

Forsaking the love.
the only true love designed for her.
by breaking his heart.
before she is someone he leaves behind.
I am going to leave you.
Before I love you.
She keeps saying in the back of her mind.

But his love is true.
Not that easily broken.
By the fears of a girl,
that were created before he arrived.
He shows her again and again,
that he is hers forever.
He keeps saying, time after time.

She cannot help except to be in love.
She sees a love for her like never before.
A willingness to accept her for her.
Without constraint or condition.
He is hers forever.
He proves over and over.
She keeps saying, in the back of her mind.

He is hers forever, in the back of her mind.